Midnight Wish

girl sleeping

It’s midnight and my heart misses its beat,
Coz she is sleeping and
there are thousands of miles in-between,
Unaware of my loneliness, my emptiness,
She is unaware of my situation, my restlessness,

As the night pass before my eyes,
I think about her,
Worry about her;
I am such an anxious lover,
My fate not better than the cigarette,
Burning in my fingers; only meaningless,

There she is,
Beautiful; Her face glowing,
Sleeping like a child, her slow breathing,
If wishes could come true,
I could sell my soul for free,
If for once, just once I come in her dream…

Lovely Girl To Love

back of a standing woman

I don’t know about tomorrow,
Actually, nobody does,
There are millions of possibilities,
Lots of ifs and buts,
We will age,
Would turn into some uglier versions of us,
You would still look pretty, but I would certainly rust,

Sometimes I hate my stars,
That they brought you so late to me,
If it was always you,
Why I wasted my days and nights wandering lonely?
I missed kissing you every time there was a full moon in the sky,
and every time when I was riding my bike or I was high,

I missed you every time when I had to watch a romantic movie all by myself,
And every Valentines Day, I can only sigh at couples,
On my birthday each year, I wanted one gift less,
But I wished to see you,
You never came, neither your call or any letter,
So mean of you,

It’s easier to forget and move on,
This is what everybody does,
To believe in a childhood promise,
That’s only fools’ turf,
Do you really think was it my words,
Or you were always my destiny?
That you met so many good guys,
Yet you came back to me,

I know you never know the answer,
Actually, it doesn’t really matter,
The only thing matter is that you are here with me,
Let the past bygone, future you can shut up for the time being,
I am with the prettiest girl out there, made exclusively for me,
and I have to make up for all the lonely moments I suffered in between,
So excuse me, friends and folks, I won’t be calling anyone for a while,
I have a lovely girl to love and she is waiting for me with a smile…


Cold War

sad and heartbroken lover
“Perhaps you could have anyone,
but what should do, when I got only you…”

Yeah, it’s true that I did wrong,
shouldn’t have messed up things around,
but now I missing you badly,
there are friends but I am still very lonely,
please end this cold war, my sweet girl,
I am already losing this battle,

I still remember touching your cute face,
sliding away your black silky hair,
how my throat choked talking to you,
didn’t say the things I wanted to,
I still got all your messages,
our love story written in a thousand pages,

I don’t believe when you say you aren’t perfect for me,
my heart beats for you only,
Just tell me what should I do?
I am miserable, everywhere I just see you,

I paid the price for my stubborn attitude,
without you, my life is a never-ending solitude,
Would you ignore my childish issues?
I know there are quite a few,

Now I am a little shy to come near to you,
wouldn’t say that I really need you,
Are you waiting for me to say sorry?
I will even do that if you come back to me,

Perhaps you can have anyone,
but what should I do, when I got only you…