I Just Need You

woman looking at phone in front of window
I get angry when I see you spending time with others,
Come on! That was my time,
I know you have friends, family and work,
But I want to be on your mind,
I know I am possessive but I am not ashamed of it,
I want you only for me, don’t care what others think about it,
I have a habit of being extremely choosy, so I pick you,
Call me whiny or needy but I just need you,

I won’t say I am perfect, actually I am far from it,
I have a weakness to get attached badly, I can’t help it,
Please don’t get mad or irritated, I am just made this way,
I do what I feel is right, and speak what my heart say,
Sometimes I talk on and on, so that you don’t hang the phone,
Sometimes I go silent, fighting my fears on my own,
I don’t worry about many things, I only fear of losing you,
for every other problem, I know how to get through,

So stay with me as much as you can,
I don’t mind if you talk to me 24 X 7,
I know I am talking rubbish, you are a busy person,
Your mind has million things going on,
You have many important people to meet;
Big goals to complete and exotic places to be,
Here I am, my heart knows only one thing to do,
My world starts with you…and it ends with you…
-N2S
29072016

I Don’t Smoke

Man in tuxedo waiting near car

I don’t smoke coz I like it,
No, it is not for style, neither I get high on it,
I smoke coz I don’t want to outlive you,
There is no way, I will spend one more moment here without you,
I can’t imagine my life without you in it,
If that isn’t hell, then what is?
So I take a drag now and then,
To perish early and check if there is actually any heaven,
If there would be an afterlife, which I think there might be,
I would wait for you there, I have a habit of waiting,
I would be standing in front of my car wearing a black tuxedo,
A red rose and my crazy heart for the only girl I belong to…
-N2S
18052016

Suffocate Like A Fish

sad girl
The day I don’t talk to you is not a good day,
It seems a waste,
The day I don’t get a message from you,
Even food doesn’t taste,
The day I don’t see your face,
My heart panics;
I feel restless,
and my mind loses its grip,

The day you sleep early without saying goodnight,
I don’t fall asleep,
I wish you wake up in the middle of the night,
And see me suffocate like a fish,
You don’t realize it now but I hope you eventually get this,
Someone really loved you and was happy because of it…
-N2S
16062015

Whisper

couple hugging and whisper
Now the world knows about us,
Every word I say would be called pretense and show off,
I am not the kind who believes in the loudest of the things,
I think silence has the best words and meanings,
Love is not love if it asks shines and bling,
It silently lies in the care and true feelings,

So when I don’t speak,
I am not busy or displeased,
It’s just I miss you plenty
and want you to share my anxiety,
For you to realize, right now all I wish to,
Hold you gently in my arms, kiss your neck and whisper in your ears,
…..you”
-N2S
04112015

Rented Room

a filled dark room with a poster and a quote written on it
While changing address, I looked at my old room for the last time,
I didn’t remember exactly when I came here and made it mine,
This room saw me grow,
It witnessed my high and low,
I had spread my world in this few hundred square feet place,
I cleaned it, maintained it, decorated it in refined taste,

It saw me and friends bursting in laughter,
It also looked at me when I was lonely and no one was there,
These walls heard my wishpers;
my late night conversations with the girl I loved,
Then it also stood silently
when my heart was broken and battered,



This was a rented address but it was my home,
It wouldn’t remember me, it would belong to someone else once I am gone,
As I stepped into the cab for my new address,
A thought came to me, which should be said,
Life is nothing but a rented room, you can’t have it forever,
So don’t get too attached to it, in the end, nothing matters…
-N2S
13072015